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  我真的搬家了  
2006-1-1 星期日(Sunday) 晴
 
  blogcn的第二后花园
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http://www.blogcn.com/user17/shenyingying/index.html
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......
 
  # posted by 沈瓔瓔 @ 2006-01-01 00:37 评论(9)  
  废话以及换模版  
2005-12-29 星期四(Thursday) 晴
 
 

   天涯博客的速度太慢了呀,有时我都无法容忍了,几次三番地想搬家。


      清韵的博客非常美丽,然则速度比天涯更慢。


      今天发现搜狐也弄出博客来了,大网站就是不一样,一点即通,然后……申请了一个。然然后,又申请一个新浪的……


      叶倾城不是已经从天涯搬到新浪去了吗?


      算了还是看不惯那些树小墙新的模样以及……不说了……


      快要年底了,想在年前把迷墙写出来,把MRI远离总结一下,似乎两者都做得不太好。


      然而又该写年终总结了,写什么好呢。叹气。天涯出了新的模版,可以换来试试。可是自己却没有什么新的心情。

 
  # posted by 沈瓔瓔 @ 2005-12-29 01:07 评论(11)  
  The Lady of Shalott  
2005-12-23 星期五(Friday) 晴
 
  The Lady of Shalott
 by Lord Alfred Tennyson

On either side of the river lie
Long fields of barley and of rye
That clothe the world and meet the sky
And through the field the road run by
To many-towered Camelot
And up and down the people go
Gazing where the lilies blow
'Round an island there below
The island of Shalott

Willows whiten, aspens quiver
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Through the wave that runs forever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot
Four gray walls and four grey towers
Overlook a space of flowers
And the silent isle embowers
The Lady of Shalott

Only reapers, reaping early
In among the bearded barley
Hear a song that echoes cheerly
From the river winding clearly
Down to towered Camelot
And by the moon, the reaper weary
Piling sheaves in uplands airy
Listening, whispers, "'Tis the fairy
The Lady of Shalott"

There she weaves by night and day
A magic web with colors gay
She has heard a whisper say
A curse is on her if she stay
To look down to Camelot
She knows not what the curse may be
And so she weaveth steadily
Little other care hath she
The Lady of Shalott

And moving through a mirror clear
There hangs before her all the year
Shadows of the world appear
There she sees the highway near
Winding down to Camelot
And sometimes through the mirror blue
The knights come riding two and two
She hath no loyal knight and true
The Lady of Shalott

But in her web she still delights
To weave the mirror's magic sights
For often through the silent nights
A funeral with plumes and lights
And music went to Camelot
Or when the moon was overhead
Came two young lovers lately wed
"I'm half sick of shadows," she said
The Lady of Shalott

A bow shot from her bower-eaves
He rode between the barley sheaves
The sun came dazzling through the leaves
And flamed upon the brazen greaves
Of bold Sir Lancelot
A red-cross knight for ever kneeled
To a lady in his shield
That sparkled on the yellow field
Beside remote Shalott

His broad clear brow in sunlight glowed
On burnished hooves his war-horse trode
From underneath his helmet flowed
His coal-black curls as on he rode
As he rode back to Camelot
And from the bank and from the river
He flashed into the crystal mirror
"Tirra Lirra," by the river
Sang Sir Lancelot

She left the web, she left the loom
She made three paces through the room
She saw the water lily bloom
She saw the helmet and the plume
She looked down to Camelot
Out flew the web and floated wide
The mirror cracked from side to side
"The curse is come upon me," cried
The Lady of Shalott

In the stormy east wind straining
The pale yellow woods were waning
The broad stream in his banks complaining
Heavily the low sky raining
Over towered Camelot
Down she came and found a boat
Beneath a willow left afloat
And 'round about the prow she wrote
The Lady of Shalott

And down the river's dim expanse
Like some bold seer in a trance
Seeing all his own mischance
With a glassy countenance
She looked to Camelot
And at the closing of the day
She loosed the chain and down she lay
The broad stream bore her far away
The Lady of Shalott

Heard a carol, mournful, holy
Chanted loudly, chanted lowly
'Til her blood was frozen slowly
And her eyes were darkened wholly
Turned to towered Camelot
For 'ere she reached upon the tide
The first house by the waterside
Singing in her song she died
The Lady of Shalott

Under tower and balcony
By garden-wall and gallery
A gleaming shape she floated by
Dead pale between the houses high
Silent into Camelot
And out upon the wharfs they came
Knight and burgher, lord and dame
And 'round the prow they read her name
The Lady of Shalott

Who is this? And what is here?
And in the lighted palace near
Died the sound of royal cheer
And they crossed themselves for fear
The knights at Camelot
Lancelot mused a little space
He said, "She has a lovely face
God in His mercy lend her grace
The Lady of Shalott"
 
  # posted by 沈瓔瓔 @ 2005-12-23 00:36 评论(8)  
  曾经,我挖过很多坑  
2005-12-17 星期六(Saturday) 晴
 
  电脑坏掉之后,在木刀友人的帮助下,我把那几个文件夹都挖了出来。里面乱七八糟的,有一百多个WORD文档,包括完结文,坑还有更多的大纲。
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今天我试图打开自己最牵挂的一个坑,发现出了问题。然后我把所有的文档都试了一遍,才知道并不是所有的东西都救回来了。去年和前年写的很重要的几个坑,文件都已经损坏,打开文档,里面只有满满的一屏乱码。
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有点无奈。
虽然说,已经都是坑了,当初没能写完,现在更不可能有时间去写他,对于读者来讲,是没有意义的。但是于我自己,终究是一种遗憾。幸好曾经贴过一些片断,网上还能找一部分回来。没有贴过的,就让他去吧。
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很自恋地纪念一下。
1,《夜莺》,其实今天就是想起了这个坑。曾经是最触动我的一个故事,最想写的几个人物。可惜后来,因为决定不再写武侠而放弃了它。现在网上还能找回两个片断,好不容易翻出来的。
2,《白色天空》,我曾经在四月天承诺一定要写完。应该是可以写完的,只是遥遥无期。此文全军覆没。虽然四月天贴出的部分,不如原来电脑上的多,好在损失不大。
3,《大同古画记》,某个下午一时兴起之作,没有了。幸亏这里贴过。
4,《象泉河谷》,这个居然都还在。
5,《天雨花》,谢天谢地,这个还在。网上贴出的部分比原文少很多,丢了就惨了。
6,《胭脂》,没贴过,没有了。这么华美的鬼故事,变成了一堆黑漆漆的乱码碎片。
7,《棋》,没贴过,也没有了。这两个故事都算不上什么进步之作,丢了就算了吧,叹息。
8,《梦旅人·春风楼》要死,都快写完了的文,居然就没有了,我都不记得是否贴过。
9,《斑斓记》和《怒海红莲》,这个居然也还在。
10,《红色镜像》,没有了。
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同一个时期里,会有很多主意,很多坑。其实最后写完的故事未必就是好故事。比如《云散高唐》不如《天雨花》,比如《蓝色》不如《夜莺》。一切都是机缘巧合吧。
 
  # posted by 沈瓔瓔 @ 2005-12-17 01:10 评论(10)  
  午夜  
2005-12-13 星期二(Tuesday) 晴
 
  四月说“白色巨塔”的音乐很好,我正好下了这个片子在看。每次听见AMAZING GRACE,我都忍不住拉过去,简直让人碜得慌。这部片子的逼真度太高了,财前的脸如此熟悉,如此典型,我在过去的岁月里见过好多好多次……要是早几年看见这个片子,我会咬牙不做医生的。
最喜欢的倒是那个只露了几面的菊川医生。当他微笑着说:“我只不过是被你们用来争名利的棋子,而财前将周围的一切作为自己向上爬的工具。背水一战的人,知道自己什么时候胜利。”,我觉得触目惊心。
换句话说,如果不能把周围的一切都作为自己向上爬的工具,便只能成为别人名利的棋子。
共勉,共勉。
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很困,中午就溜了回来睡觉,到夜里11点才醒来,胡乱吃了点东西,上网去各论坛看看消息,把瞌睡全部看没了。
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周六夜里去大华电影院看了《如果爱》,然后跟阿汉一起在“不见不散”坐了一会儿,闲聊。阿汉说起了80年代的小孩子,他们什么都敢做。而我们的一生已经定型,就算心里明白可以怎样怎样,也无法挣脱自我的道德束缚。我搅着咖啡,觉得很难回答。我还没死,还有变化的雄心。可是有些事情仍然做不出来。虽然只早生了半年而已。
一直觉得,在我身上,一切都尚未开始。然而,似乎世界已经不属于我了。它浮躁而喧嚣,新陈代谢过于旺盛。
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很惊讶,阿汉身上也已经有了那种强烈的幻灭感,相信“人生本无意义”。就像两年前的我自己。
我很勉强地跟她说,人生没有意义,意义是你自己给的。
其实,对于被虚无吞噬的人来说,这句话要多欠扁有多欠扁。
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《插花地册子》,看了以后感觉不深,某一代人对俄罗斯文学有着莫名其妙的崇拜。倒是网上有个叫四不的家伙,写的帖子让我觉得受益匪浅。
 
  # posted by 沈瓔瓔 @ 2005-12-13 02:43 评论(9)  

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